I wanted you to be the first to know some exciting news. Or maybe you already know? I’m not sure how this whole heaven thing works.
You’re going to be a big brother! It’s still hard for me to say that.
Because, honestly, I’m terrified. I want to be excited, but so much of me is too afraid to hold on.
And, most of all, I want you to know that NO ONE can replace you. No other baby, not one of your siblings, will ever be you. Part of me will always be missing you.
But, thank you. Thank you for the deepest appreciation for life, the increased sensitivity to those who are hurting, and the beauty that comes from being totally, completely broken.
My hope continues to be in Jesus. Without the cross, life is utterly meaningless.
I still don’t understand all of it, but I’m glad the One who understands it all is holding on to you.
We miss you. We will always love you sweet Sully.